dulu aku suka padamu, dulu aku memang suka~
Wednesday, January 27, 2010 by avi
abis ngegeje ngedangdut bareng Deify di kampus pake lagu ini.
hahaha.
bang Rhoma poooooooooool abis!
*the title of this song is Mirasantika by Rhoma Irama.
CINTA by Kahlil Gibran
Monday, January 18, 2010 by avi
this video is created by my a friend of mine, reynal, a very simple video, tapi kata-katanya ngena banget.
These words gave me strength while I'm weak.
Ada hal-hal yg tdk ingin kita lepaskan, seseorang yang tidak ingin kita tinggalkantapi melepaskan bukan akhir dari dunia, melainkan sesuatu awal dari kehidupan baru
Kebahagiaan ada untuk mereka yg tersakiti, mereka yang telah dan tengah mencari, dan mereka yang telah mencoba. Karena mereka-lah yang bisa menghargai betapa pentingnya orang yang telah menyentuh kehidupan mereka.
Apabila cinta tidak bertemu, bebaskan dirimu. Biarkan hatimu kembali ke alam bebas lagi. Kau mungkin menyadari, bahwa kamu menemukan cinta dan kehilangannya.
Tapi ketika cinta itu mati, kamu tidak perlu mati bersama cinta itu.Orang yang bahagia bukan orang yang selalu mendapatkan keinginannya, melainkan mereka yang tetap bangkit ketika mereka jatuh.Cintamu akan tetap di hatinya, sebagai penghargaan abadi atas pilihan-pilihan hidup yang telah kau buat.Mungkin akan tiba saatnya di mana kamu harus berhenti mencintai seseorang, bukan karena orang tersebut berhenti mencintai kita, melainkan karena kita menyadari bahwa orang itu akan lebih berbahagia apabila kita melepaskannya.
I'll move on... I'll rise and stand up again. Yes, I will.
Dalai Lama's 18 Rules for Living
Friday, January 15, 2010 by avi
1. Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
2. When you lose, don’t lose the lesson.
3. Follow the three Rs:
- Respect for self
- Respect for others
- Responsibility for all your actions.
4. Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck.
5. Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly.
6. Don’t let a little dispute injure a great friendship.
7. When you realize you’ve made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
8. Spend some time alone every day.
9. Open your arms to change, but don’t let go of your values.
10. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer.
11. Live a good, honourable life. Then when you get older and think back, you’ll be able to enjoy it a second time.
12. A loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for your life.
13. In disagreements with loved ones, deal only with the current situation. Don’t bring up the past.
14. Share your knowledge. It’s a way to achieve immortality.
15. Be gentle with the earth.
16. Once a year, go someplace you’ve never been before.
17. Remember that the best relationship is one in which your love for each other exceeds your need for each other.
18. Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it.
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Flyleaf rocks my socks
Saturday, January 09, 2010 by avi
I'm not a great music commentator, so I'll not give lots of comments, I just listen to their songs and I like 'em.
My favorites so far are "All Around Me" and "Again".
Here I'll give ya a videostream, give it a listen : )
BOLD anything true
Friday, January 08, 2010 by avi
got this from Nindya
I’m loud.
I’m obnoxious.
I’m sarcastic.
I’m cocky.
I cry easily.
I have a bad temper.
For the most part, I don’t like people.
I’m easy to get along with.
I like to fight.
I have more enemies than friends.
I’ve smoked.
I’ve smoked weed.
I drink coffee.
I clean my room daily.
My Appearance
I’m shorter than 5’5.
I wear makeup
I wear a piece of jewelery at all times.
I wear contacts.
I wear glasses.
I’ve had braces.
I have braces.
I change my hair color often.
I straighten my hair often.
My ears are pierced.
I have small feet.
Relationships
I’m in a relationship now.
I’m single.
I’m crushin’.
I’ve missed an ex before.
I’m always scared of being hurt.
An ex has physically abused me at least once.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve been in love more than two times.
I believe in love at first sight.
I believe lust is more important than love.
Friendships
I have a best friend.
I have at least ten friends.
I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
I’ve beaten up a friend. (its normal,love)
I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
I can trust at least five people with my life.
Experiences
I’ve been on a train.
I’ve left the state/province.
Someone close to me has died.
I’ve taken a taxi.
I’ve taken a city bus.
I’ve taken a school bus.
I’ve gone bungee jumping.
I’ve made a speech.
I’ve been in some sort of club.
I’ve won an award.
I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
I’ve been in a physical fight.
Music
I listen to country.
I listen to pop.
I listen to techno.
I listen to rock.
I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it.
I hate the radio.
I download music.
I buy CD’s.
Television
I spend at least six hours a day watching television.
I watch soap operas daily.
I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives.
I’ve seen and like The OC.
I’ve seen and like One Tree Hill.
I’ve seen and like America’s Next Top Model.
I’ve seen and like Popular.
I’ve seen and like House.
I’ve seen and like 24.
I’ve seen and like CSI.
I’ve seen and like Everwood.
Family Life
I get along with both of my parents.
My biological parents are still together.
I have at least one brother.
I have at least one sister.
I have at least one step brother/sister.
I have at least one half brother/sister.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I’ve ran away from my home.
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve made my parents cry.
I’ve lied to my parents.
I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.
I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out
I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded.
Hair
I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
I’ve been blonde.
I’ve had black.
I’ve been red. (very light)
I’ve been light brown.
I’ve been medium brown.
I’ve been brown.
I’ve had streaks.
I’ve had purple/pink.
I’ve been blue/green.
I’ve gotten my hair thinned.
I use conditioner.
I’ve used silk therapy.
I’ve used hot oil treatments.
I’ve curled my hair.
I’ve straightened my hair.
I’ve ironed my hair.
I’ve braided my hair.
I’ve had/want dreadlocks.
School
I’ve thrown something at a teacher.
I’ve yelled at a teacher.
I’ve been suspended.
I’ve had an in-school suspension.
I’ve been sent to the principal’s office.
I’ve walked out of class.
I’ve skipped an entire day of school.
I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.
I’ve failed a test.
I’ve cheated on a test.
I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
I’ve failed Art.
I’ve failed P.E.
I’ve failed Math.
I’ve failed Science.
A teacher has called my parents.
I’ve been caught skipping.
I’ve been on the honor roll.
I’ve been on effort honor roll.
I’m obnoxious.
I’m sarcastic.
I’m cocky.
I cry easily.
I have a bad temper.
For the most part, I don’t like people.
I’m easy to get along with.
I like to fight.
I have more enemies than friends.
I’ve smoked.
I’ve smoked weed.
I drink coffee.
I clean my room daily.
My Appearance
I’m shorter than 5’5.
I wear makeup
I wear a piece of jewelery at all times.
I wear contacts.
I wear glasses.
I’ve had braces.
I have braces.
I change my hair color often.
I straighten my hair often.
My ears are pierced.
I have small feet.
Relationships
I’m in a relationship now.
I’m single.
I’m crushin’.
I’ve missed an ex before.
I’m always scared of being hurt.
An ex has physically abused me at least once.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve been in love more than two times.
I believe in love at first sight.
I believe lust is more important than love.
Friendships
I have a best friend.
I have at least ten friends.
I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
I’ve beaten up a friend. (its normal,love)
I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
I can trust at least five people with my life.
Experiences
I’ve been on a train.
I’ve left the state/province.
Someone close to me has died.
I’ve taken a taxi.
I’ve taken a city bus.
I’ve taken a school bus.
I’ve gone bungee jumping.
I’ve made a speech.
I’ve been in some sort of club.
I’ve won an award.
I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
I’ve been in a physical fight.
Music
I listen to country.
I listen to pop.
I listen to techno.
I listen to rock.
I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it.
I hate the radio.
I download music.
I buy CD’s.
Television
I spend at least six hours a day watching television.
I watch soap operas daily.
I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives.
I’ve seen and like The OC.
I’ve seen and like One Tree Hill.
I’ve seen and like America’s Next Top Model.
I’ve seen and like Popular.
I’ve seen and like House.
I’ve seen and like 24.
I’ve seen and like CSI.
I’ve seen and like Everwood.
Family Life
I get along with both of my parents.
My biological parents are still together.
I have at least one brother.
I have at least one sister.
I have at least one step brother/sister.
I have at least one half brother/sister.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I’ve ran away from my home.
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve made my parents cry.
I’ve lied to my parents.
I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.
I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out
I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded.
Hair
I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
I’ve been blonde.
I’ve had black.
I’ve been red. (very light)
I’ve been light brown.
I’ve been medium brown.
I’ve been brown.
I’ve had streaks.
I’ve had purple/pink.
I’ve been blue/green.
I’ve gotten my hair thinned.
I use conditioner.
I’ve used silk therapy.
I’ve used hot oil treatments.
I’ve curled my hair.
I’ve straightened my hair.
I’ve ironed my hair.
I’ve braided my hair.
I’ve had/want dreadlocks.
School
I’ve thrown something at a teacher.
I’ve yelled at a teacher.
I’ve been suspended.
I’ve had an in-school suspension.
I’ve been sent to the principal’s office.
I’ve walked out of class.
I’ve skipped an entire day of school.
I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.
I’ve failed a test.
I’ve cheated on a test.
I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
I’ve failed Art.
I’ve failed P.E.
I’ve failed Math.
I’ve failed Science.
A teacher has called my parents.
I’ve been caught skipping.
I’ve been on the honor roll.
I’ve been on effort honor roll.
kepercayaan.
Thursday, January 07, 2010 by avi
barusaaaan banget, gue baca status FBnya temen gue, dia nulis "gue salah, gua salah percaya orang. nggak ada yang bisa dipercaya di dunia ini, kecuali diri sendiri."
woooww. okey. sejenak gw terhenyak. kebayang kalo gue adalah temen dia, dan gue dianggep ga bisa dipercaya, WTF!? tapi sekaligus gue jadi inget" pengalaman hidup (cieh) gue selama ini....
dia betul.
sebenernya, nggak ada lho yg bisa dipercaya?
Dan sebelom lo menganggap gue yang kuper,nggak punya sahabat, dll, I'll tell you, I do have best friends, and I trust them. Tapi memang, kepercayaan yang gue beri ke seorang sahabat pun, nggak gede-gede banget, because I'm trying not to depend on other people.
Sahabat pasti akan selalu jujur ke lo apa adanya, tapi ada kalanya dia khilaf, ada kalanya dia kepepet, ada kalanya dia punya kebutuhannya sendiri, sehingga akhirnya nggak jujur...
dan sebagai seorang sahabat yang juga punya kekurangan, lo pasti udah mengenal sahabat lo sebegitu baiknya sehingga lo juga tau dia bisa salah dan nggak jujur khan?
tapi, di akhir cerita, si sahabat pasti ujung-ujungnya jujur, karena, jujur aja, nggak enak nutup-nutupin sesuatu dari sahabat juga... dan kadang ini bikin kita jadi sulit percaya lagi sama dia.
So,
kepercayaan itu bukan suatu hal yang mudah dipertahankan.
gue sering banget nggak percaya sama orang cuman karena hal sepele. sering banget kesel cuman karena tau kalo teman yang gue percaya, nggak bisa diandalkan.
rasanya pengen marah. kadang malah pengen nangis. pengen orang kayak gitu nggak usah ada aja di dunia.
dan,ups, mungkin di saat itu gue sempet lupa, sempet lupa kalo gue juga manusia, punya salah, dan pasti pernah juga mengecewakan orang yang udah percaya sama gue.
Tapi sekarang gue tau. kita emang nggak semestinya percaya sama orang gitu aja. semua orang di dunia ini punya motifnya masing-masing. gue nggak menutup kenyataan bahwa sebenernya masih ada juga kok orang yang bener-bener tulus, tapi nggak gitu, sebenernya kita emang nggak seharusnya percaya sama orang lain kok..
kita cuman harus percaya sama: TUHAN.
ya, gue emang nggak keliatan seperti orang yang religious, but I really believe in God, and I call it faith. I have faith in God.
nggak peduli agama lo apa, asal lo darimana, lo punya Tuhan. Tuhan-lah satu-satunya yang bisa lo andalkan dalam hidup lo. Tuhan-lah satu-satunya yang bisa lo percaya. Dia nggak akan boong. Dia nggak akan menjerumuskan lo ke hal-hal buruk.
beberapa bulan lalu, waktu gue lagi down-downnya karena gue nggak tau siapa yang harus gue percaya, gue curhat terus sama Tuhan. gue ceritain semuanya. sampe gue nangis. dan lo tau Tuhan jawab apa?
Dia buka tangannya lebar-lebar, dia bilang, "Selama ini, yang harus kamu percaya selalu ada di hati kamu, selalu ada di samping kamu, selalu bersama kamu, tapi kamu belum pernah menyadarinya?"
gue kaget. gue ngerasa nggak tau diri. selama ini gue ngelupain Tuhan, dan gue baru dateng ke Tuhan begitu gue ngerasa bahwa di dunia nggak ada yang bisa dipercaya aja?
Since then, I chose to trust nobody but God. Gue percaya Tuhan ngasih gue sahabat-sahabat yang baik, yang bisa dipercaya. Gue percaya Tuhan ngasih gue keluarga yang paling baaaiiiikk yang menyayangi gue apa adanya. Gue percaya Tuhan ngasih gue tempat kostan yang paling baik buat gue. Gue percaya Tuhan ngasih gue kesempatan dengan keterimanya gue di ITB.
Gue percaya.
I have faith.
Dan kepercayaan itulah, satu-satunya yang membantu gue untuk tetap kuat, bertahan, walau sesering apapun dikecewain orang lain, walau sesering apapun dicurangin orang lain,
karena gue percaya,
apapun yang buruk yang terjadi hari ini, orang-orang yang udah merusak kepercayaan gue selama ini,
nggak ada apa-apanya dibanding dengan kuasa dan berkat yang udah Tuhan berikan dalam hidup gue.
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#09memories
by avi
Instead of filling my Twitter with my ramblings, I kinda think blogging much more appropriate to hold my thoughts. hehee. so here I am. today is Friday, New Year, and I'm staying home, not going anywhere. I'm starting to be worried that I'm getting fat, but nevermind, not even I want to go out today. Since my dad is still there downstairs, I cannot watch television all day, so I'll blog.
Here are some photos I haven't uploaded yet:
PROKM group 97 @ Sabuga --- my very first day @ college
karaoke-ing 'til drop with lovely 97 friends
with classmates --- Physics Tutorial is over due to earthquake
disaster performance with Anin, Mangasi, Handi. love the moment, though!
Symphonesia @ Sabuga with Geby, Anin, and Chindy. love listening to Ecoutez!, Maliq, and Glenn Fredly. Good show, good music for our ears.
FTSL besties <3
studying til late night @ campus.
"nikmatilah oh Capres!" CAPTION, @ labtek V ITB
preparing the final Capres! tasks.
meeting "swasta". I hate raincoats. they smell bad X(
the beauty is not upon the candles, the beauty is the moment :,)
"Kita Apres! Kita sekarang punya sekre!"
acoustic-ing with Anin, Grego, and Mangasi. ALL HAIL GREGO AND MANGASI! they're the best musicians ever!
Inter-14 @mustang superindo.
we are: Avi (me), Kiki, Gora, Rere, and Brian.
great times playing music with them : )
taking photos after Mustang.
I really had great times on 2009, especially @ ITB. oh myyy I really looooove this campus, there are still lots of memories unphotographed in this blog.
I love 2009.
Goodbye 2009,
Welcome 2010,
welcome better life : )
welcome 2010!
by avi
I do not do NYE parties.
I do not throw fireworks.
but I'm optimistically welcoming new year 2010!
hope it's gonna be (another) great year for us : )
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